Wednesday, December 21, 2005
next day...
*yawn* it's so bright..argh..there's alot of babies around me..they are so cute!.........
8yrs passed, hav been growing up wif hardship, pain and suffering. Father is a gambler who always bring alot of loanshark back home while mother is working so hard to maintain the house alone. During this 8yrs, i hav been growing up in fear. Didn't dare to go anywhere alone other than in my house. During midnight, sometime there would be loanshark knocking at the door very hard. Everytime i heard it, i dare not open my eyes to see it. I have been living in darkness with a lot of devils around. It's pain. Unable to decribe pain.
To Be Continued...
will i hav a chance to be wif u? i dunno..hav been asking myself this question umpteen times. but i could't get an answer, coz tat answer lies wif u. onli u noe the answer and i..the one waiting for the answer. how long will i need to wait to noe the answer? how long more are u going to tell me? times flies, it's 21/12/2005 already.. i hav went thru so much for this 2005. there are joy, sadness and confusion. in the end, wad did i get to hav? for now, confusion. no joy, no sadness..juz purely confusion. wad confusion? this shall be a secret..onli i, myself will noe it..
``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``