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Thursday, July 27, 2006

mama always said life was life a box of chocolates. You will never know what you gonna get.
noe the meaning of this sentence ma? it actually means tat life can be full of surprises and oso full of unexpected things could happen to anyone anywhere in life.


(for ivan info) there's a new mp3 named V plus from creative de. it look quite big in size but actually the function is quite gd. the duration of the mp3 the battery can last with 1 full charge is around 16hrs. to me, its quite short but to some ppl, the duration should be enff.. the functions is really quite gd, but regarding the lasting of how long izzit im not sure bout it. no one hav use it be4 so i couldnt say whether its gd or not but the function i can say its gd.


min ah, dunno how u now..loL~ so long no chat wif u liao. paiseh woR..loL~


``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``


Monday, July 24, 2006

do not say u love me, for i will hate you.
do not say u like me, for i will dislike you.
do not say u wan to befriend wif me, for i'm unfriendly.
do not say u wan my number, for i dun giv my number to those who asked for it.
do not continue to read on wad i wrote, for its all craps.
i thought i told u not to continue to read? y r u still reading?
don't u understand wad i writing? I TOLD U NOT TO CONTINUE TO READ ON!
Y R U STILL READING NOW?! WTH~ STOP READING! ITS ALL CRAPS!
HEY U! STOP READING OR I GONNA DIG UR EYES OUT!


loL~ kinda stupid.. juz find tat sometimes we need to have something enjoyable in life to make our life meaningful and stay happi. so i juz thought of doing this stupid things hoping tat i can make someone cheer up. ^^ we may be beri beri busy till tat we dun have time for our family or spouse or frens. but remember this, no matter how busy, put down everything for juz 1 day in 1month(better if its even 1 day in 1week) to be wif them. u will find tat life is actually beri enjoyable when u r together sharing everything together. u'll juz think..argh, its juz a waste of time doing all this. i might as well go work and get more money to spend to make myself more happi. but u noe wad? some things which money unable to get. its relationships. do u think u can use money to buy a family, spouse or frens? no u can't. so y not juz let urself be free for 1 day and spend it wif them? dun wait till when u lost ur love ones and u started regretting, it would be god damn late by tat time. always always always cherish ur love ones.


do u guys noe tat im taking my slping time to do this blog for everyone ma? i gotta wake up at 6am and now its already 1230am. juz to do this hoping tat everyone who read it will think thru bout it and stay happI~ im not asking for more or any repayness(dunno got such word or not) from u guys. juz stay happi wif ur family spouse and frens! take care ^^~


``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``


Saturday, July 22, 2006

Thoughts control ppl. it can make ppl happi n can make ppl sad. its how u think bout it. Either u think positively to become happi or think negatively to become unhappi. Everything is under control by ur thoughts. SO!!! think properly be4 u act n u will be happi and maybe could even cause ppl around u to be happi toO!! u never noe till u tried it. remember, no matter wad u do or wad u gonna say, pls pls pls think twice be4 u do or say iT! ^^


I like this 2 phrase..wrote by Kelly from Teenages~~
1)Faint heart never won fair lady.
2)Nobody can change your behaviour, unless you yourself really want to.


Been damn freaking busy~ everyday is sooo alike. wake up at 1230pm, went to bath then go work from 3pm-11pm. then came home online play dota till 4-5am then slp then next day same thing..for few days le..lOL~ then today OFF. finally..so i ytd 4am+ slp then now wake up..5pm+.. oppS =X im so piGgy~ loL!!! tml going to work again..3-11 as usual~ so tiring.. then MONDAY WTF! START SCH AT 8AM! WTH~~juz received sms today..omG~ i thought i can slp till late late than go sch in the end need to go at 8am instead of 130pm.. =(



sry to all my frens~ been real busy lately so unable to join u guys gaming or chat. Dui Bu Qi!! T_T forgib mi k? =P


minmin: i dunno u still see mi blog not, but i hope u will do ur beri best and not let anything affect ur O's lvl ah.. take care and study hard! ^^ if u can get 20 or below i gib u a big big present. =P
wanting: sry ah..ytd so late than can call u but u already aslp le..ytd should be no ppl coming at tat time de but duno y suddenly so many customers come so i cant chat wif ya. dui bu qi.. =(


gonna start sch le..next week..sob sob.. cant use comp much le..sad =( i really excited for december! faster december!! CHALET~ WOOHOO~ WIF ALL MI BUDDIES!!! kEkE... im hoping tat someone would go wif mi~~~ hAhAH!!! its gonna be 3days 2night..


listening to guang ling - mei mei..so nice..learning ni progress~ loL!~ xD


``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``


Sunday, July 16, 2006

when i hurt u, u will feel upset or depressed. when u hurt me, i will feel upset or depressed. so why hurt each other? becoz of some miscommunication therefore we hurt each others. when some1 hurt by someone else, they will feel unhappy or upset of tat someone else. but do u noe u gain something else in return from this hurt? its experiences. yes no doubt whenever u get hurt by some1 else, u will gain some experiences. wad experiences izzit? its understanding. y?? u will noe tat being hurt of hurting someone else will onli make both the parties to feel bad or upset. and by hurting someone else, u will noe tat this or tat thing u do make tat person upset and therefore u wont do it to him/her.



ytd early 1+ pm 3 stupid idiot called me~. ~ y 3ppl? 1 of them asked them to call me, and the 2nd one lend fone to the 3rd person and they called me..so is 3person disturbing my morning slp!! 1st: sheng, 2nd: wei, 3rd: ran!! i still zzz then they call mi asked mi wanna go over meet them at city hall..then i see time its onli 120pm~~ so earlY!! then they say reach there around 2+ 3..then ok lo..wake up..shack shack de and went to take bath then go out..waiting for 901 tat time already 2pm liao..reached there around 250pm? 3? not sure..didnt really see time.loL!~ went to national library to meet them then this tat..(lazy to xplain nth interesting happening).. then went to a coffee shop eat... i eat ba chor mEe.. so hungry ler..didnt eat anything go meet them..wtH~~ then finally can eat then i eat eat eat..lOL!~ then we intend to go look for thomas at his working place..reached suntec, HE NO WORK!~ well, kinda waste of time~~ but we saw 1 crew member quite pretty. then i felt she's kinda familiar..in the end tat girl is thomas classmates. no wonder so familiar -.-" so we went to marina square play pool and abit of arcade till 6+.. then come back woodlands le coz ran need to go home makan. mi wei sheng went to cwp foodcourt makan... after tat we go play arcade at cwp.. played Time crisis 3, house of dead 4.. didnt manage to play time crisis 4 coz got 2 baka keep staying there playing..guess wad, they got gold card..and they hab $60+ inside..not onli one of them but both of them hav the same. wtH~ then they juz keep play play play.. we reached there they hab been playing..when we going to go catch movie they still there..WTH~ so we went to watch pirates of carribean.. alot of lame things ah..but i kinda xin ku inside.. keep wanna cough then needa tahan coz dun wan make lots of noise. T_T so pathetic..every nite is liddat..around 11pm or 12am will start cough like heLL~~ till moRninG 4+ 5+ then ok..sob sOb..imagine slping oso still coughing.. =( after the show we called bin to meet us but his mama no let him go out coz beri late le.. its 230am when we finished watching.. then we went outside cwp sit sit awhile chat chat then went to eat at 892C.. wei went home coz he nose bleed..(see too much porn become liddat..even in public didnt watch oso bleed) then onli mi ran thomas sheng went to eat..eat eat chat chat then 4+am liao le..then went home...then i online blah blah till 5+am then orh orh..till now wake up..writing blog..then later needa go work till 11pm le..sad =(



my time is not enff. i cant possibly find one. i wanted to find one but i wont hab time for tat. i can onli concentrate of few things at a time and not many things therefore im dun think im gonna find one. unless there is someone who is understanding and doesnt mind to hab a busy bf then its fine wif me. having this busy life is gd can oso be bad. its onli how u think bout it. sometimes i like it coz im packed wif things and doesnt need to slack around wasting precious time. but sometimes i dislike it coz i wont be able to accompany someone else when i wanted to or they wanted to. i cant do my things which i wanted to due to the fully-packed schedule. so...tat's it. LO!L~ needa go work le. arbo later late then cham~. ~


``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``


Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Somebody work till there's no life in them n yet some ppl enjoying themselves so much. Y? becoz of rich and poor, this is the difference. some of the rich family ppl doesnt noe the pain of being poor n oso the happiness of being poor. there seems to be no life for the poor, but is it true? its noT! coz there's still life. they made new frens such as colleagues thru working, noe all kinds of different ppl in life thru their working environment. they understand the hardship of being poor n when crisis comes where they dun hab money they will noe how to overcome it. as for the rich, can they do so like the poor? this is one of the advantage of being poor n having no life lives. being poor is not a crime, being rich could be a crime. i repeat, COULD be a crime. think bout how u became rich and u would noe y i said so...



When u wanna be a gd listener, consoler or encourager, u need to have a positive attitude n mind in order to do so. if u're always troubled, u wont be able to be a gd one. or maybe it will even make things worse. some ppl doesnt need all this kind of ppl to be there for them i noe, therefore sometimes i dun actually ask them things or consoling them for i noe they will be able to handle all this by themselves. but if anyone of u ever need my help, ya can juz approach mi!! regarding studies, stress, parents prob, relationship or anything u hab! as long as it's within my reach, i will help as much as possible. y would i like to help ppl so much? kPO? LOL!! no of coz not! coz when some1 happi i will tend to be happi too.. i dunno y im liddat but im juz born liddat. whenever i see ppl smile, i will feel happi and smile wif them. and one last thing i wanna say is..suicidal is not a way out but it is running away from prob. all prob can be solve instead of running away. when u unable to solve it, try approach ppl for help. u can choose to find mi too..dun worry tat i will leak everything out coz i wont do tat! i noe wad's privacy. therefore u can approach mE! 24hrs free of charge, no gst, no interest and service charge! u can find mi in msn, email, call me, sms me or even meet me! =)



Loving u may shorten the life of myself but not loving u will cause mi to end my life! therefore Loving you is the best thing in my life!!! wifout u in my life my heart onli sense of emptiness. wif u in my life my heart is filled wif joy and happiness and alot of everything which is unable to describe! i love u being by my side everytime juz like how u love mi by ur side everytime~ it feel great rite? xD (this is the shortage of love from a girlfriend speech, pls do not be stupid enff to do all this..tyvm <-thank you very much ) LOL!!!!!!



today was a fun day man! went for archery training till 6+ then went dinner wif them. we ate and chit-chat, said jokes all tat. its was so fun! then we went to PS arcade to play some games. i played time crisis 4..new game lER! its fun but damn hard..my hand pain after i finished playing..~. ~ then we went home after tat..already 9+ le.. reached home around 10+ then went to bath and doTA! YAHOO~ GODLIKE AND EVERYONE LEFT. k..then next round onli dominating and im dead once. then alot of them left..GG..



i hope there's really a chalet able for us buddies to book on dec 23rd,24th and 25th~ wanna hab this big big gathering be4 ah bin go NS..lOL!~ i juz love the old days we been together..so fuN! i miss them..hehe... dun worry its not gay miss but buddies miss! loL!~



i miss wanwan~~ hAhA!!! whose wanwan? its RUHUA! well, actually its ruhuan..LOL!!! its not gd to make fun of ppl's name..~. ~


today was kinda long coz i long time no update ma..soooo sry~~
intro one song.. hajime no ippo - yuuzorano kamihikouki
this is damn damn nice!


``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``


Sunday, July 02, 2006

Sharing a touching story with you..Extracted from ivan fren fren blog..

When I was a puppy I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" - but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub.

My housetraining took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed, listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.

Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.

She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" - still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."

As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch - because your touch was now so infrequent - and I would have defended them with my life if need be.

I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams. Together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.

Now you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family.

I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog or cat, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life. You gave me a goodbye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too.

After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"

They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you - that you had changed your mind - that this was all a bad dream...or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited.

I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table, rubbed my ears and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood.

She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?" Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself - a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place. With my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not meant for her. It was you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of. I will think of you and wait for you forever.

May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

The End

this is so touching..my tears filled my eyes when im reading till the end.. look at how human beings treat their beloved pets.. and how pets treated their masters.. isnt it be a pet better than human beings? tat's y there's such word as "inhuman" instead of "inpet"..got the meaning now? well, this word juz strucks my mind.. pets r more loyal than human beings. if u treat them well, they did likewise to u. they may even sacrifice themselve juz for u. but if it is ur dearest pet which almost met an accident, would u risk ur life juz to save him? would u?? ask urself!



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