mEE!! took when i on fone and outside the wedding place.. my cousin took de.. LOL~ xD
on friday its my cousin wedding! had so much fuN~ although it started at 8am at my 2nd aunt house and end late at around 12am, its beri tiring but enjoyablE!! at first we waited for bridegroom to come then after tat he need to gib hang bao in order to enter door~ then needa went thru alot of different difficulties to enter.. drink a bitter herbal tea, eat beri bitter tea leaves, eat lime and lastly eat ice cream mix wif chocolates and milo powder and alot other things which i dunno de. =X then while eating this, deep inside the box hab the house key~ he needa take it out..LOL!~ then while drinking tea, eating bitter tea leaves and limes, his brothers oso must eat and drinks those.. mi and my cousin cong laugh at them..whahaha!~ then the stupid dunno who..those ppl wedding they sure go one, then say wad yi shu shu dao lao all those de, tat auntie asked mi and my cousin cong to eat osO! WTHHHHHH~ THE LEAVES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BITTERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! then she oso gib us lime to eat...wtf~ mi and cong both squeeze the lime to the plants. =X wkaakaka~ then after tat finally able to get in the door, but now he needa make the others open the room door to see the bride~ he needa sing a song to the bride!! and its DOU JIANG YOU TIAO!~ haha.. i can see jie fu really love jie jie~ he sang all his might for this song~ loud and clear..i videoed down him singing..hehe.. although some parts abit out of tune, but overall im really touched!
at night le we went to the dunno where, near raffles hotel de one dunno wad building to attend the wedding. the food served some r nice, some not so nice. coz got ginger =.=" bleaH!~ ahahah.. got vege tooO~ >.< when starting it plays a cute anime of how they started their relationship, wad they went thru to be together and how jie fu proposed to jie jie, its so touching and nice.. its cute too.. ^^ alot of ppl cried when this anime played. then when we "YUM SENG" finished, its a special program.. all cousins of jie jie went up stage to sing dou jiang you tiaO~ when we sang this, jie jie cried, and yu jie said this to jie jie.. "jiejie, bu yao ku, ni sui ran shi jia chu qu le, ke shi ni hai shi wo men de jie jie!" YEA! i agreed wif this toO~ after all this wedding things all went home le....
sat went to vivo city.. walk walk abit then went to sentosa to cycle liao..pengZ~ havnt even walk finished the whole vivo city o.0" hahaha..somedays i must go walk walk again! grrr!~ heehehe...
sun went out to marina square to sing KBOX~ haha..hab so much fun~ kekeke.. xD then after tat go try out new fastfood name erm...... dunno wad JR de.. the burger quite nice but their arrangement of burger suX~ always slip here aand there so hard to eat. no wonder they hab freeflow of tissues. LOL!~ =X then after tat we went to robinson road there where there is lao ba sa~ beside the lao ba sa got tek tarik uncle, so we bought some and i bought ice teh chino.. hehe.. then went to bradandoR? dunno izzit spell liddat.. some sort of sea side lai de..then we went there to chit chat around 8+.. we chatted alot~ hehe.. after tat went home le.. =D
jie jie: zhu ni zao shen gui zI~ hehehe.. xD
Life is neither too long nor too short. So why bothered by a gal and feel sad everyday? Come on. Get over it. There are many things you can do in life other den gals.
nice eh? my mummy told mi this..haha.. thx mummy, u really pull mi up alot from the depression i'm having. everytime im breakdown, i hab my cousins and my mummy to pull mi up.. and the ppl who make mi goes breakdown are always........ damn iT~ suX suX suX!~
today im working at NTP for last time.. auntie susan is a gd person. she told mi alot of things i could do even though im financially unstable. alot of ren shen dao li~ and oso things which can make my life turn better. i really like working wif NTP staffs. they r all so frenly and kind. even the customers there is more polite. but i cant work there anymore.. coz the working time over there is onli 7am-7pm.. =(
I BROKE MY FUCKING STUPID SPEC! SAD AHHHH~ T.T bought a new spec..broke liao le broke liao le.. =( i hate this spec, so not nice, so suX, so uGlY, so stupiD, so unCle sooooooooo FUCK! i wish i faster can hab xtra cash so i can change a better one. so uncomfortable wif this. T.T
Crucify my love~ sian sch..tml im going liao..FUCK MAN!~ SCH SUX! YEA TAT'S IT! SCH SUX!! SEE THIS? SCH SUX!!!!!! ~.~
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oh yea! i got new hairstylE! wakakak~ then i bought a new shoe..nice nice eH~ heeheh. xD everything in my life hab changed. coz i wanna change iT! whaha~
been thinking of quitting sch for few days le.. really beri sick or sch n oso felt tat its a waste of monEy. but i asked so many ppl, all asked mi to continue study. then i approach my mum i asked her..she told mi no matter wad juz continue studying. and some other things which makes mi eyes filled with tears. i felt im really not a loyal and gd son. although sometimes she did things which i dun like or hate it, she shi zhong hai shi wo de mama.. i must try to understand her hardship.. i must.....
the blood still here whenever i couGh~ so er xIN~ anyway, ytd went buy shoe the salegirl so cHIo o.0" lOL~ her voice beri cute cute oso. wakakak xD bleah~ =P sch started le..today first day..but i next week than go..this week continue working..if not no money T.T haha~
ytd went out wif mi 6 buddies to go out play and enjoy our day! then we go eat eat walk walk then play lan till 3am+ then after tat we went to mac to eat breakfast or rather is supper..lOL~ then ah sheng juz made a new girl fren 18yr old de. loL~ =\ after tat we went to sit outside PS wait till 6am got MRT liaO~ then we took mRT back home..when i reached home i go pom pom then keep coughing. i spilled out blood when i cough o.0" then my nose oso bleeding. then wif the water i see so much blood~ so cute. first time i cough blood! then i keep trying to cough and more blood came out. then i came out i drink alot alot of water then i try cough again still got abit of blood. hiew lAN~ go to bed..damn tired. LOL~!@~# from 730am slp till now..245pm.. hehehe.. alot of things happened when we walk walk and oso at lan shoP~ kinda fun siA..but i dun wanna describe..make u all xin yang yang... WAKAKAK~ XD
the more u try to struggle, the more u suffer.
meaningful eh? hehehe.. but i love struggling! struggling rockS~ i believe someday i will see brightness out of this struggling^^
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
i totally agree wif this too! although sometimes i really did things late..kinda regret.. coz there's a fear tat if u do it, something bad will happen. this is always wad i thought tat's y in the end i lost everything....
today went to play bball wif sheng and bin. bin bought a new ball ball so we finally can play le. then play play play..i sprain my ankle..WOO!~ sooo shiok! at first i thought ok le..then i stand up play play run run abit then start to beri beri pAIN~ then i bobian no play le go sit down =.=" sad sad.. then.......(bu xiang shuo) then after tat around 7pm we go home le. coz i eating at hoME! then on the way back talk bout alot of love matters regarding mii~ then this is wad he said.."xiong, y u everytime always love the wrong person...?" haiz.. well, his not the first one to say it le..mummy oso told mi this.. some other frens oso.. when mummy told mi this 2 days ago, i suddenly thought of it too..y huh? y am i having this fate.. its becoz of wad i did in the past? hurt 2 girls le and now this become retribution for me? but isnt it abit too much for mi le? everytime its when im breakdown, i needed some1 there to be there for mi and they left me. y? y is it always liddat? wo zhen de bu ming bai.. i wrote a msg intending to send but doesnt feel like sending..so in the end i kept it......
ahhhhh!! tat's life. wait or dun wait? can u tell me?
[ *_/ Y i n \_* ] [--------> HappiNess is feel by love<------- says:
tian xia he chu wu fang cao, he bi dan lian yi zhi hua
so nice eh this msg? wrote by mummy de woR! whahaha!~ mummy really helped mi alot. i love u mummY! XD hehehe.. onli she can really understand how i feel de. mummy rockS!
yun, dun so moody caN? i dunno y but i juz feeling tat u're moody. but i dun wanna ask u on sms..dunno y oso..so i wrote it here.. >.<" if u hab something wanna tell mi juz say~ dun hide anything from mi again ler~ okok? let mi be ur guardian angel~ a guy de angel not girl de.. keke..=P
working at NTP so fun. laugh and enjoy till pengZ siA~ haha.. but everyday came home beri tired. coz every lunch time slaM slaM slaM~ oMg~ T.T haha..bobian lA~ work jiu shi zhe yang..bear it wif bear bear! OD open jiu go back le.. gonna see how OD renovate till how liao o.0" hehehee... sure beri nice nice one woR! XD then hab rice to eat oso le~ yum yuM~ CURRY CHICKEN RICE! WOOHOO~ YUM YUM! =D~ tml playing bball till night time. friday working..sat CHIONG till SUNDAY~ then sunday woRK~ o.0" so busY siA~ but i love it. waakkaa xD
this is onli for u yun. how r u feeling now?? let mi noe how u wan it to be so i would noe wad to do. im sry for making u so much trouble.. and can pls dun hide anymore things from me? i dun wan to be the last to noe. and i dun wan u to hide things from me.. if u feel tat u wanna tell mi something, juz say it. dun keep it inside ur heart. k? let mi noe bout wad u feeling and thinking and wad u wan to do.. i'll be waiting for ur reply..
this is my msn nick..
[ ×Oñg åKå KeÑ ] - [xiong-loner.blogspot.com] -[ Wo De Lei Zai Liu ]- +[ No more chance???]+
actually its in chinese for the 5 words..wo de lei zai liu, but i cant paste it here..so i wrote it in han yu pin yin..
wo de xin yi tong le yi zheng tian..dao xian zai hai zai tong... chi fan ye mei wei kou chi.. hao xin ku.. my knuckles hab been harden so much tat i dun even feel pain after hitting the wall so many times. no injuries, no pain and no nth. no cure for the pain in my heart..wad should i do to make this pain away from my broken heart... i really dun wan to gib up.. i really love her.. y must be happen to me?! lei you zai liu xia lai le....
my hp wallpaper really suits mi. well, wad wallpaper izzit? when u see my hp then u noe le lor. im now gonna make myself damn busy till i wont hav time to go shopping etc anymore. no more free time doing nth and rotting. let mi say my next week schedule. monday working 9am-5pm. reached home 6pm then mapling all the way till i slp. tuesday same thing, wednesday same thing and thurs no work. morning slping then afternoon go play bball till night time come home slp. then friday work 9am-7pm then come home mapling till slp time. sat should hab archery in the morning. then afternoon im going out ton wif my brothers till sunday morning go home take a short nap. wake up at 1pm and go work from 3pm-11pm. this will be my fucking schedule. i gonna make myself busy for every week from now on. i dun wan to have any fucking free time. free time will be hurtful.
i dunno whether u read my blog. but let mi juz say it here since i dunno ur fucking number. using private number to call mi..wtF.. if u fucking dare scold or scream at liyun and i know bout it, u better watch out. if u got gang call them down. u think i scare? u think i didnt make ppl hospitalised be4? its been a long time since i do tat. if u wanna be the next target than treat liyun badly. if not then u better treat her nicely. take gd care of her oso since she chose u. dun worry, i wont bother her liao. u happi now rite?
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this is the so call jacket. cool ler~ i hab purple too! ^^
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when u flip over the other side became liddat! so can wear on either one i like XD
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this T-shirt nice ler? =P
this one i hab blue and white. hehehe...
hmm..ytd went to play bball~ kinda fUN~ but my shooting so sux now..sad T.T gonna train hard hard lE! yeA! XD
Life is simple. You made choices and you don't look back.
life became difficult becoz u always looked back. i doesnt mean u dun look back, but not always. once in a while is ok.
alot of ppl hab been asking mi..wad will happened if it became like this or liddat..? how would i noe? juz let fate decide everything. i cant do anything oso ma..rite? y not we make it the other way round..if i ask u this question..how would u reply? haha!
Everyone loves to say this sentence.. "i don't like to being controlled!" but u ever know tat u always being controlled? 24hrs everyday? even if u r free from ur parents control, do u think u r really without control? well, there's still ppl or things controlling us. eg..police, plants, tireness etc etc.. do u ever think bout all this? for eg, if there's no plants left in this planet, wad would u do? DIE! isnt tat controlling u? they control ur life! another eg, tireness.. if u hab been stopping urself from slping for few months, u will went berserk..and DIED! ITS THE SAME! U R BEING CONTROLLED! righT? so everyone, pls stop crapping saying u dun wan to be control. u cant choose. u juz hab to bear wif it. TAT'S LIFE. YES ITS LIFE! wad does LIFE means? it means LIVE INTELLIGENTLY FOR EVERYONE. LIFE! understooD?!
haiZ~ my gpa for 1st term is so gd. 2 GPA! WTH~ juz pass..siAn~~ =( my theory sux to the core maN! T.T
MY CHILDREN DAY PRESENT! I WAN CHILDREN DAY PRESENT! Y NO ONE GIVING MEEEEE!!! T.T SAD SAD.. =(
