sheng this is the bike.. KR~ lol.. my future and first bike i would get. and its this color too^^well well! today is last day of this month...and i wont be able to see her for 3weeks.. add up total is 1month! coz this week i didnt see her!! sob sob T_T loL~~ i fall sick ytd..around 3pm..so i went to bed..till now then woke up.. although im sick, im still thinking thru bout lots of things.. NOT WET DREAMS! its all those troubling things..lol.. if sick still thinking of wet dreams im sure will be emitted to hospital...temperature become 50degress ah? lOL!!
firstly, there's quite alot of my frens having their O's this year! 1 sentence for them, WISH YA GUYS GD LUCK AND DUN ONLI RELY ON LUCK! U NEED TO STUDY HARD TOO! lol..this is the onli one i hab for u guys. xD
wei cong, no matter wad happened im always here for u to share ur prob wif! dun forget^^
sheng,ran,wei,bin,tony,thomas..i dunno how many of u guys see my blog. but wad i wanna say is, no matter wad happened our bonds will not break! maybe u guys may not be as free as i am for some reasons, but i hoped if there is another gathering, it will be inform 1month in advance, i hoped u guys will try to make it. and not again last min backoff. =)
Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing themselves!
Don't bother to find one perfect partner for its not easy to find one. Just find one that you love deeply is enough!
haha..okie..hmm..let's start wif wad should be continue... after some thoughts, i doubt it should be continue anyway. there's no helps to anything. just let fate decide everything. im lazy and tired of changing anymore fates. when there is anymore gathering, i will not be the one asking liao. just let u guys do it. most of the time is onli mi, wei or sheng asking. and the feeling of getting an answer "no, not free", its undescribable pain. or answer of no replies, its more hurtful. let mi ask u guys, if u're the one been keep asking bout gathering all tat, and this particular person everytime didnt reply and u're waiting for a reply, how would u feel? its not once but lots of time. everyone bugging u who will be going and u unable to tell them for some of them dun intend to reply. wad u gonna do? ignore rite? then they said y didnt reply? how to answer? and always unable to receive any replies or always receive not free replies, y bother to ask? waste sms..dun ask is better. yet dun ask later they would say y didnt ask them? ask them and got all this replies, wad so gd bout it? and anyway, gathering is not onli talk bout those craps things. its get along well wif buddies. noeing how everyones' doing and all. unless u guys can tell mi tat u hav nth to say bout ur life, i hab nth to say. and gathering can be say as dun need.
anyway, dun bother to ask mi out anymore. i wont be free. if u wan to ask try asking 1week in advance. even 6days be4 i will not be free. tat's my schedule. best is ask every sat be4 the next week comes. liddat maybe i will be free.
for ppl who wan to noe y im so busy...
studies
schooling
work
training
motorbike lessons
secret society(wad it is? unable to tell, sry)
slp too!!
this is wad i will always be doing for every week.
i updated my blog "my life" de tag liao. remember to check it out! and oso the one moving at the left side! ^^
PS: if u dislike or hate mi in anyway or how i acted, pls tell mi face to face, if u dare not then use sms or fone or msn. now its high-tech enff to do so. i wont beat u up or anything. juz tell mi straight. i dun wan ppl to backstab, gossip or talk bad behind my back. tell mi wad u dun like bout me. my attitude etc..
Life is a journey and not a destination. It is the process that is more important than the product. The learning is more important than the outcome. For me, i know that the road is ahead but its not always a straight one. There will be meanders, unexpected turns. And what sometimes appears as a straight path may in fact be a slow turning point in my life. Come what may, i know that to me, realising my potential is important as when i do leave this earth one day, i will have no regrets and will be able to say with confidence that indeed i have lived my life worthy of my calling.
Knowing that you're lovable helps you to love more. Knowing that you're important helps you to make a big difference to others. Knowing that you're capable empowers you to create more. Knowing that you're valuable and that you have a special place in the universe in a serene spiritual joy in itself.
nice ma? those 2 paragraph on top..keke..sry ah..got at least 2weeks didnt update liao le..so freaking hell busy ya~ >.<>.< and test is TML! OMG~ haha..nvm la..should be quite easy de..keke xD
i hab been noticing something weird..nowadays ppl tends to fall in love easily, and break up real fast.. y is the world becoming liddat? is it true that everyone short of love from their parent? is this really so? if its not, y does they need love tat badly from other ppl? im not them so i cant really feel wad they intending to do and wad they really wants. but no matter wad they chose, i hope they wont regret for wad they did. there's a few person whom becoz of a girl he likes, neglected his family, his buddies, his frens and everyone but not her. is this really wad a guy should do? do u think its worth it? becoz of 1person u ignore everyone around u. and when the girl left u, u came back to them. does this meant that they r juz subsitutes and she's the onli one whom is not?
there's one time a person asked me, "who will u choose? family or girlfriend?" guess my answer? i chose neither family nor girlfriend. i chose myself. y? if there's no u, there's no way u can chose either one. my family? i can say its not great. i onli consist 1person in my family and tat's my mum. i doesnt have a dad. so if i were to chose, i will choose mum instead of girlfriend. we onli have 1 mother in our whole live, but girlfriend? there's many out there. as long as u hav gd char and non evil thoughts, u wont need to be afraid of unable to get one. many ppl in live onli think bout "i wan a gf, i wan a gf! all my frens have one yet i dun have.. its so ashame!" for this kinda ppl, wad do u think u r? finding a partner juz to show off tat u hav? or u truely love ur partner? u can say u truely love him/her. but can u prove it? u think tat by juz accompanying, kissing, hugging, be there for him/her or even sacrificing ur V is true love? well, i dun think tat's true love. true love is undescribable feeling deep inside ur heart. if u were to be able to describe them well, i doubt its true love. true love consists of great feeling for the other party and not description. i hab been living 18yrs on this earth. i hab seen many couples living happily and couples breaking up. they love each other for no reasons but they break up for tons of reasons. reasons can be easily made, its onli a mindset or matters u wanna make it or not. once reasons is made, its hard to destroy too.
sec sch buddies may be broken soon. everyone seems to be far apart now. asking them out is like wanting to meet a celestian.. gathering could be consider almost 0percent. there will confirmed be at least 1 whom cannot make it. even if its said 1month in advance and they said ok. in the end they still came up wif reasons for unable to make it. is this really buddies? or juz passer-by frens? true frens? true buddies? is this true? is this real? yes its realistic world i noe, but realistic world hurts. try to think bout this.. u wanted to meet ur gd buddies and u asked them out thinking hard wad to do when met etc, and after u did so, u asked them. and they said not free. how would u feel? u would think tat wad i said is all useless. y think bout wad to do when met? juz walk around. did u ever think tat when u start walking, some1 will tend to ask, "where're we going?" and how u gonna answer this? or wifout planning and wanted to go out, ur buddies asked, "go where?" how would u feel? do u ever think its tat easy to ask some1 out? it can be so easily to plan? no, its not easy. try it and u'll noe. u choose location which is far, they will giv all kinds of comments and reasons to show their laziness. when u choose near, they say they're sick of tat place. well, near ur areas u would have been there lots of times right? do u ever think bout all this?
haiz..been training too hard on my hands i supposed. it hab been shaking for few weeks liao. but i felt tat my hands is getting tougher. i juz dun wan stop training! i wanna shoot the 40pounds boW!!! its so cool!! its 2x the weight im carrying now..>.< but nvm! WORK HARDER AND TRAIN HARDER! GO~ YAHOO~ xD
IVAN! when ya going back malaysia tell mi 1week in adv! coz every sunday i will need to update my working time for the next whole week. so tell mi be4 sunday everytime u wanna go back. xD i wanna JOIN! keke =D
sry ah xanne! everytime didnt go ur performance..really beri suay ler.. no fate to see sia.. dui bu qi T.T if there's one more, i will try mi beri beri best to go de! sry T.T wish ya the best and win trophy back! =D dun sprain ur back wor..lOL!! ^^
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oh yea this is the middle of our sch! haha..infront tat big block is adminstration block!
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this is technology block!! to the right of where the adminstration block is..
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lastly this is the full set of the middle of sch! nice huh? i standing at business block so i didnt take pic..lazy to walk over.. loL!! next time perhaps xD
anyway, today archery training..so tired.. haha..and beri hungry..didnt eat breakfast than go archery~.~ and im chosen for interschool archery tournament..there's total of 12ppl chosen out of 40+... if didnt train well will be kick out oso de...so i must train hard. xD keke.. one of the girl whom we(buddies and me) dunno the name de call her as "white shirt"(coz she wear white shirt for first training) beri chio ler! she oso the chosen one! another girl call peipei oso! loL!~
we got new coach for archery..the commitees told us the coach beri fierce and strict.. doesnt look likE! his so frenly and some more got the same name as mi!! KEN! LOL!! in simei everyone call mi by ken.. tat's y..but those who noe mi well is call xiong one..LOL! well well, i hurt my left arm during training..sad sad =( hope it recover asap! i wanna mass training of my both hands so i can hold bow for long long and wont shake shakE! LOL!!
wed is sheng birthday le!! BBQ! WOO!~ friday training from 1-3 then sat training from 9-12 than go sentosa till sunday morning rush home than go malaysia at 11am. OMG! FULLY PACKED! BACK SINGAPORE AT 12AM+ LOLLLLLLL!! im a busy guy ~.~ LOL~
go back to busy mode ~.~
so bored tat i took my own pic today at home infront of comp..well, its common..i onli stay in my room at home infront of comp or at bed. nth else. LOL!!.jpg)
ahh! isny this baby cute? ITS MY BABY! CUTE LER? LOLLL!! NO LA!! this was taken at cwp KFC..keke..cute ler?
today at sch so fucking bored! duh..teacher gib practical test 1 by 1..i go there chit-chat whole day! then lunch break finished i went up to my class and saw lilia sitting on computer chair been pushing down by teacher and students. she breath like having difficulty ler..dunno wad happen oso..at first i thought i saw wrong person but when i take a clearer look its her. omg..scare mi.. lucky nth happen to her.. thx god~ wont be going into details.. lol.. she's now ok can le ^^ take gd care of urself ger!! =D
wOo..17th sentosa is getting nearer and nearer..and 18th going back malaysia celebrate father day~ woOo!! excited for tat weekend!! OWN! ^^
sheng, wish ur wai po faster recover.. dun broad too much le. ur wai po hav everyone blessing she will recover beri fast and soon de. ^^
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mi, sheng and wei de wallet..see any similarity? lOL!!!
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i higher than the traffic light o.0!
nice cloud ler? i take de ler! mai siao siao..lOL!!
sry for the post of pics! needa post 5 by 5 by 5..zzzz the stupid blogger dun let mi post all at 1 time.. haha..so i post it 5 by 5 till now than post finish.. actually is wanna cont post than went to take a nap..wake up its 1020pm le.. LOL!!! but here i am posting! haha.. i got new songs le!! 30+ trance songs. so nice..loL~ gonna listen tml on the bus to sch le! hehe..^^V been training dota lately, walao..quite long didnt touch, play till so noobie! T_T gonna brush up mi skills le..loL~
juz known a girl ytd call lilia.. she said she's a gd girl..wondering..hmm.. time shall prove it! LOL! she's study at simei ite but different sch.. loL! more description bout her? dunno ler.. LOL!!
lately always beri sleepy in class..omG! help me.. i wan to sleep lesser but everytime go class yawn yawn! then i ciao~ go home.. few days didnt go sch and few days half day go home.. >< xiong ah! lazy liao ah! sob sob =[
14th june is sheng birthday! who wanna go pls leave a msg at tagboard! LOL!!! not all r welcome though! juz leave a tag and i will judge u able to go not. =X lOL!!! got bbq woR!
the buddies! short of one which is tony! see from left, sheng, me, ran, behind is wei, then infront bin and lastly thomas!
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sheng and ran!!
see ah wei! so hungry tat he eat so big spoon of ice cream! LOL!
quan jia fu! the 9 of us spend 200+ at seoul garden celebrating ran birthday! LOL~~
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me and thomas!!
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ah wei and mi!!
our dinner place o.0
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queueing badly for ice creams.. LOL!!
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the birthday boy wif sotong looks! LOL!!!
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bin and his stead!!
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sheng and mi!!
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mi and bin!!
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the liar!!
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mi and ran!
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hAHa! birthday boY!!
our revenge coz this girl bluff all of uS saying she going KL!!
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pRo ler shE?
wish wish..wad wish nEH? no one noes xcept himself!!
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LOL!!!
today is ran birthday! we were celebrating his birthday at cwp de seoul garden! damn damn! the pics cannot be uploaded!! stupid blog so lag! i wait tml than upload pic+ details bout everything i could remember! PISSED! sry guys for unable to show u the pic pic>.< will try to blog it asap!!!
this is a damn funny joke. enlarge it could be a better reading of it! LOL!!! kope from ivan de..
this is kinda nice..read thru ^^
today archery is fun! shoot shoot arrows.. lOL! then our teams all reform.. i became leader again. sad..no chiobus in my team =( LOL! but its ok lA! haha.. hmm..dunno wad to read le neh.. OH YEA! MONDAY IS RAN RAN BIRTHDAY! going to celebrate on monday wif him together wif some of our buddies and frens~ ^^ 17th sentosa! waiting for tat day to come..keke xD
I love my mum! she bought mi fav chocolate! KINDER SURPRISE! haha..hab been eating it since primary school and she know i like tat alot! i collect the toys oso..now got alot le ler..keke.. sometimes mum tend to be nagging etc etc, becoz they wan us to succeed. to hab a bright future so we will not lead a poor life and can let our future children stay happily. but sometimes we may find it irritating..rite guys? its natural to find it irritating and u started talk back to them. y not try this, stop and think for 5secs..juz 5secs, y they do all this? after thinking thru, u will not talk back le, instead u will be joking with ur mum etc juz like me. XD everyone onli hab a mum in a lifetime, cherish her while she's still around then u wont regret if u lose her. dun forget WoR! ^^
well, this came to my mind suddenly.. y does a guy still liking a girl yet he doesnt wan to admit he is? y does he choose to keep it from his gd buddies and not share it wif them? as buddies, they could see tat he still like her and she like him too. but his buddies actually doesnt wan to interfere bout it. but seeing them in this situation really hurts the buddies. if they're to like each other so much and still hab feeling for each others, y not become an item again?
i felt i hab been neglecting my mum and my mummy lately.. ( this r 2 different ppl).. i seldom talk to my mum liao le. onli during dinner and oso when i went out to rest my eyes we chit-chat. my mummy seems to having prob yet she seems doesnt wan to tell mi bout it. i cant do anything to help nor able to listen to wad she wanna say too. well, no matter wad she do, i will always support her de yet i doesnt wan her to regret too!
oh yea, another sentence for someone.. i wont like anyone no matter wad at the moment. i juz wanna concentrate on my studies and gaming. nothing else. so dun worry tat i will fall for her or something. hope ya noe who u are. =P i'll juz treat her as my gd mei mei onlY. ^^ if u still like her, ask for the patch! dun wait too long for u may regret!
hmm..will add on if i remember more. suddenly mind went blank.. loL!
