new song for my blog! pls tell mi ur comment bout it. ty ^^
If u wan mi to be mean to u and tell mi the reason y and its gd than i will do it for u.
If u ask mi not to bother bout u then u must tell mi the reason y and its gd than i will not bother u.
If u ask mi to treat u bad then u must tell mi the reason y and its gd than i will treat u bad.
If u were to want mi to shoo u off then tell mi the reason y and its gd than i will do it.
If u were to ask mi to forget u n if the reason is gd, i will definitely forget. u should noe.. i told u be4 bout this sentence.
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wo zhen de hen lei. bu xiang zai li hui le.
a new start end wif a word call happiness, its all fake. tat's all i can say. there's nth more i can do already. i had already did wad i can and tat's it. im really beri tired.
unable to giv up. choose wadeva u wan and tat's it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUUx5FdySs
im really touched by this video. u can die juz for the dream u longed for..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4
as for this, i felt tat its touching. there's many ppl out there have a mindset of hatred, betrayed, etc etc. y cant everyone juz be like him? a heart of onli love and care? if the whole world were to have this kind of heart, how great would the world be, wouldn't it?
this is my new msn piC! I LOVE IT MAN! WHAHAH~~ and i noticed something, i can do movie and mix and match different shows. i dun even noe i have the movie maker program till ytd i damn bored i go xplore. l0l! then i take pic of this cutie mikey~ hehe.. i love him!!! MIKEY RAWKS!
today gonna work le.. 4-12.. dunno should say tired or wad. and today will be getting result as wad i heard from my classmate and he heard from teacher. i hope its really today. im really desperate to see my result.
I FAILED MY BTT! CONGRAT ME! sian..next booking is on 29th may. its so damn freaking long! 2months seh..can rot lia0. 1 thing i can confirm is NO LICENSE THIS YEAR! sob sob.. duh~
after a hard time of going thru winter, there's should be spring. i wish the spring could come earlier than wad i expected. (short yet have alot of different meaning inside this sentence. slowly figure it out coz its more than one thing.) =)
today update is for some1 who dun read my blog. although tat someone doesnt read, but its ok for mi to write for others to see as well.
if u trust him/her, u wouldnt mind he/she chatting wif opposite sex. i understand there's some kind of jealousy within urself, but u can let him/her noe. jealousy is ok for one person but not trust. as for trust will worsen the relationship between u 2. always remember to tell ur partner wad u have in mind at any moment as sometimes its not easy for some1 to noe wad u r thinking. not everyone able to noe wad their partner is thinking at every moment. dun always ask ur partner to think think think. juz try telling him/her and it could change for the better for u and him/her. tat's how i felt. always trust ur partner.
im thinking of changing job, part time de. anyone got intro? other than F&B. sick of it. =D
juz suddenly feel like saying this out. few months im able to give, 1 yr maybe able to as im most probably wont be here anymore in 1yr time. but if past were to repeat for ... , i most probably wont be there anymore for .....
NINJA TURTLE RAWKS! ORANGE TURTLE OWNS!
have an early breakfast for ytd. i'm like a big boss sitting at seat and wait to be served. aha. but ionli eat porridge. lol!~ then after tat went to meet bin at cwp than his late. Y IS HE LATE WHEN HE IS ALREADY BOTAK? L0L. nvm then we took MRT and went to OD(my working place) to pass the receipt then talk talk awhile than go find ah yun. then went to buy ticket of TMNT at cine than went to wisma coz yun wan to buy laptop than confirm things. after everything she still cant decide so i say we go drink something and sit down u slowly think. than we went in to wisma starbuck for some drink then she ask her mama and finally can buy. lol. then we went back to buy tat then went to watch our movie le. after movie bin go off le coz he needa report in to camp le. then we went to bbp to get the connection for her. then after tat went her house to fix the laptop for her but onli halfway done. the connection havnt come so cannot do anything. then next week needa go over her house again to fix the connection and everything setup nicely for her. so ke lian rite? birthday still needa do all this thing. sob sob.
poor me ah! l0l. i deserve a better girl! i must not giv up! l0l! =\
Juz to let u noe, no matter u think how useless u r, how stupid u r, its nvm becoz thru time u will become clever. n of course i will always be there for u. by the time u read this u had already received the sms.
no1 shld affect the way we act or the things we say..
we shld do it on our will..
if we react to the things other do, i think we're juz fools or we're like other ppl's chess pieces
being manipulate by others..i wun let that happens..
when things doesn't go our way, we make them rite
this few sentences makes mi better. thx alot ivan. xie xie ni.
ru guo you yi tian ni hui dui wo shuo ni yuan yi, wo bu zhi gai you duo kuai le.
omg, bin coming out tml from camp le! i have so much VIDEO TO SHARE WIF HIM! lol..its not porn lar, its dota replay. i made one. wakaka.. doom, bh, bone fletcher, veno, OD, ns all own them! hehe. xD
regarding the "u r one of them who noe how.. u should noe who i mean. hee.." some1 juz dun admit. so i will name HER out. ITS CHEN LI YUN. l0l! can? kai xin ma? hahaha
ps and ps and ps.. really sick of it.
today chat wif mi cuzzie. lol.. he said 1 thing make mi think bout it and its really true. wad would it be? at first i take few secs to think thru, and slowly bit by bit i starting laughing bout wad he said. its really damn funny lo. he said: "wat thing in sg is nt under govt?" lol!!!!!! I REALLY CANT STOP LAUGHING BUT ITS REALLY BERI BERI TRUE! HAHA!!
well, im tat kind beri easily contented and can easily make mi laugh or smile. but u must noe the tactic on how to do it. lol. =P u r one of them who noe how.. u should noe who i mean. hee..
today gonna be a long and boring day for me. wake up infront of comp watching anime and playing dota. tat's all. tml will be going out and find ah sheng..haha. then he pei mi go renew the stupid passpoRT! sad sad. so lazyyyyy to do the pasport thing. waste of time..
after watching bosou renkin episode 24. i had this in mind. a guy and a girl promised each other this " if u die, i will die too." but during this episode, the guy sacrificed himself to save the world. actually they 2 intended to sacrifice themselves but in the end the guy push the girl away. i juz suddenly felt sad. the guy did this is a gd thing though, able to let the girl continue living and as well as saving the world. but did he ever feel bout how the girl will feel? losing him and continue living without him? he doesnt noe! and thru all this thinking, i reminded of alot of GUYS like to say this to their girl, " i'm willing to die for u." but do u think u really can do it? IN UR WORDS, U CAN SAY YES I CAN. but in action, DO U EVER THINK U DARE TO? i doubt it. trust mi, u say it juz to show how much u love her. but actually saying this sentence is not really showing how much u love her, its showing how immature u r. for thinking this way, there's onli children will do this. if u r mature enff, u would be saying this rather, "i dunno how much longer i will be able to live and be together wif u, but as long as i live, i will make sure u r happi." this should be someone who r mature to say. doesnt u agree? many ppl say there's no foreva, actually there is. its juz tat no one notice it. foreva means the lifespan of someone and not another kind of FOREVA which is 13520317151 years. there's alot of different meaning for juz 1 word. its how u think bout it.
hav alot of things in my mind felt like saying but guess im stopping here. will update bout it next time. kinda long le..lol. =P
today went to cut hair and oso highlight my hair. the outcome!! the TOP! haha.. i like my fringe.. xD but i like hers mORE! lol..
wapiang..ah wei seems MIA! call him no answer, sms no reply. DID HE KENA ROB AND RAPE? LOL! WHO NOES! WAIT FOR HIS REPLY THAN SEE HOW. HAHA.
went to cut hair tat time the hairdresser say my hair oily. say i use wrong type of shampoo. i come home tell mama then mama say "YOU DIDNT WASH PROPERLY LAR." i was like WTF? k fine, dun answer liao. irritating. the hairdresser didnt tell mi i dun even noe bout it coz i dun touch my hair when its dry.
i changed my blog song agaiN! coz tat song alot of other blogger put. i wanna be special. no one put de song than i put. so this is the sonG! Lin Zhi Ying - Wo Hai Zai Deng Ni. nice nice song lei! haha.. listen and enjoy^^
WHAHA! new new new blog! hav been moody this morning till afternoon. saw my blog sick of it. fucking moody everytime i see it. i even intended to delete it. =.=" but now NO MORE! coz I LOVE HITSUGAYA! WHAAHA! xD COMMENT COMMENT PLEASE! xP
this is the shirt and heart! keke..nice nice? =P dun look at the 50cent coin at the top left..tat's my table =.="
hurt once feel the pain
hurt twice feel the hurt
hurt thrice leave for good
simple yet meant alot.
i wanna watch mutant ninja turtle..TURTLE~ NINJA~ MUTANT~ cant wait till sunday..bin bin gonna watch wif mi! and some more sunday is my birthday, YET I GOTTA JIO THAT SOMEONE INSTEAD OF TAT SOMEONE JIO MI SEH. l0l!~ me sad rite? sob sob..hahah..
today actually wanna go dye hair and cut hair de. but early morning wake up having diarrhoea till afternoon around 3+ than ok. after tat abit sian lia0, no mood to go. so decided..TML MUST GO NO MATTER WAD UNLESS I CANT GET OFF BED! l0l. xD will take pic if the fone is wif mi. =\ haha..
pls tag mi ur comment on this blog! tyty! its not really completed yet but im kinda tired so i stopped halfway. notice the side all black black? yea..gonna fill it wif some pics~ haha.. remember to leave comments! TY!
why am i always unable to help ppl? im keep failing to make everyone happi. im really so useless? i cant made bin happi. i cant made my mummy happi. i cant made my mum happi. i cant made everyone happi. especially u. y? am i really such a failure? ru guo shi jie shang mei you wo, hui bu hui bi jiao hao dian? im wondering...
ru guo wo neng zai chi zhong shen, wo hui xuan zhe she mo? wo zi ji ye bu zhi dao zhe ge da an. xi wang hui you ren lai gao shu wo.
i may have said this to many ppl.."wad i can help u is limited, the rest is up to u." but u noe everytime i said this, i hav this in my mind.. "cant i juz do a little more? is there anymore things which i can help?" some sort of thru this thinking, i still cant help to the extend where i can help everything. there's always a limit. i hate this stupid limitation. it juz sucks!
wo yuan yi yi zhi bei ban zhe ni. bu guan kuai le, shang xin wo dou hui bei zhe ni de. zhi xi wang ni hui kuai le kai xin. wo xi wang wo neng zai ye bu yao kan dao ni ku le. wo zhi xiang kan dao ni de xiao rong.
im really sick of tiring of sharing my things wif my mum. everytime i tried to talk and chat wif her, she juz ignore wad i said. so wad's the use of sharing wif her when she dun even wan to listen to me. i juz keep to myself lor. and she fucking irritate mi saying y u have problems dun wan to say. wtf is this kind of mum? say liao she dun wan listen, dun wan say she say this say tat..knn.. fuck! this the onli word im able to say.
anyway, monday 2 phase test, both got full marks. today FINAL EXAM at least can get B, but i was aiming for A. not really confident i can get A..haiz.. zhe mo baN ya~ i wan to get A T_T sob sob. hope i really able to get A and go to 2nd yr and finally POLY! xD hehe.. i noe i keep skipping sch nowadays, becoz im having some problems. by skipping sch, i can have more time to think bout it. tat's all. dun worry tat i will not be able to catch up. i actually did catch up to everyone else. i will continue to study hard de! i will.. i must go POLY! hehe..
ni zhi bu zhi dao zhuan shu tian shi hui lai le?
tat's wad u wan, so juz let it be. u choose wad u wan urself. u juz continue let him controlling ur whole life then. u dun even have the will to think for urself. u dun even care whether u able to go out wif frens. u onli have him. tat's all. so wad's now? losing one fren maybe? continue to limit. u will find ur REAL happiness. u wan it? u get it. dun ever regret. tat's all i can say to u. u wish to live in a sucking life wif him then continue. let it be. do wad u wan. juz u happi can liao lor. im not gonna wait till 1237598172 years. not anymore. u rather choose a person who cant give u secruity, happiness and the will to live happily than a person who can, then do as wad u wan. im not gonna interfere in UR relationship anymore.
zhuan shu tian shi yi zai ren jian xiao shi le. zhe yin gai shi ni zui xiang kan dao de shi.
i have not being myself today. While i'm working i've been thinking bout lots of things till i cant concentrate. I doesnt have the appetite to eat as well. n juz now i almost vomited, feeling giddy for few hrs le while working. zhe me ban ya~
aiya, i forgot write something so here i post le.
i didnt ate after 1pm till now. which is 1am? l0l! guess i wont be eating till tml nite time bah. really no appetite to eat anything.
=[ expect the unexpected ]=
i wish i could find another job and see how the staffs think and treat one another. i wanna noe wad the actual outside world feels like. how they help each other, or "help" each other. although i seems to went thru alot, but i juz felt i still a frog in the well. i still have alot of things yet to find out bout how a person think and do. i wanna see all kinds of ppl in this world! especially those who r gd at bootlicking. does the boot really so tasty tat u need to lick it?
wo bu zhi dao wei she mo wo hui bian cheng zhe yang.
havnt been eating well lately. doesnt have the appetite to eat. zhe mo ban~ and i think today i wont feel hungry at all bah..most probably not eating today le. wad actually happened?
ever think of going to a far far place where u can find something new~ somewhere out there which u can find something differenT~ somewhere like heaven yet its hell. but in actual fact, its unable to truely understand whether its heaven or hell. its too hard to differentiate. it require true heart, true feeling to be able to truely differentiate it. and when u able to, it will be wad u gonna have and u gonna get in ur life.
Xiong asked me to help him update his blog. Then he just gives me his password to log in. YOU COPY ME!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok done for your update.
Someone was here to help you update muahaha.
went to funan to collect router for ben dan. then damn idiotic is tat person say must present IC than can take. sadded. then i fone her ask her bring IC come then i went to walk walk awhile then thirsty so went to mac buy an ice milo to drink. then sit down at mac enjoy playing my game on fone. l0l. play halfway she called mi say reached le then i go kFC meet her then went to collect.
went to her house cannot fix coz cable box one side spoiled le. onli left the other side and her bro do stunt by putting a modem there wif nth connect to it. and she said he told her mother tat wanna test. i wondering test wad? juz a modem and nth. and no PC connected to it as wad the modem light is blinking. really beri weird. so stupid.
went out wif ben dan to catch movie of mr bean holiday at vivo then walk walk abit then go back her house to fix everything le. now everything done le. she can online liao. lol. and guess wad? I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING TILL 11PM FOR THE WHOLE DAY. ONLI THE ICED MILO. L0L. pro lei. then stomachache lo so bobian must buy something eat. hheh. i buy sambal fried rice for UR info. heheh.
wo hui yi zhi deng xia qu zhi da0 wo shou dao minniE~ heheeh
y did things turn out liddat? is there no other ways out?
in our lifetime, we may met the wrong mates in our life a few times. but it doesnt mean they come at the wrong time. it could be because of helping us to know how to cherish, love and care for the other mates. different ppl require different types of mates. for urs, u may say tat maybe u dun regret, but even if u were, everything will be too late. if u really r not, then both of u will be happi. and for urs, u chose to be hurt and afraid this and that, would u think u will be living happily?
in life, we may not be able to see ourselves, but other ppl able to. (kope from JUST FOLLOW LAW). well, this is really true. we always got blinded by things we do and onli the person around us able to see it.
I will always 24hrs be there for u whenever u need me.
As long as you are happi, everything is fine wif me.
love is blind...
how many times more do u wan to be hurt....? love is never bout hurting but having the happiness together.
a girl doesnt really understand tat a guy actually able to read her mind even without telling? yet y tat girl still choose to hide it from the guy? since she chose this, that guy chose to be quiet and not ask much since she not intend to let the guy know.
is it the true?
