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Friday, December 30, 2005
guess i stopping my story. no use continuing. lol. hmm. there's 1 thing i wanna say. thx god for helping mi. i made 2 prayers. and one of them came true, another one not really. onli half? wad prayers i made? ask mi. lol. this few days didnt blog coz sick ah. pathetic mi. lol~ then ytd heard a story about a guy losing his first love and oso having family prob. compare his to mine, i dunno how many fucking times worse than him. he onli met wif this prob at 14. my family, i met it be4 14 for goodness sake. and my mum treated mi as a "chu qi tong" when my father quarrelled finished wif her and went out. u noe the fucking feeling? i did nth wrong and freaking hell get scolded for fucking shit. y am i becoming more and more vulgar? becoz i cant tolerate anymore shit. how would u feel when u r in my stupid fucking small wooden boat? which may juz sink in the big sea anytime! juz becoz of onli seeing once his parent quarrelled and the same time where he broke up wif his first love, is as painful as mi getting maligned and scolded for nth i had done? i dun think so. i felt mine is far more worse than him. 14yr old boi. u dunno the real pain and hardship juz yet. u think u very painful huh? sympatheize. i noe this is wad u wan. but i wont show to ya for i dun hav any fucking feelings! im a dead person who like to freaking hell scold u this act pity fellow. dislike mi? tat's great. im liddat, wad can u guys do who r reading my blog?
NEVER LEAVE ANYTHING TO BE DONE TML CAUSE U WONT NOE IF TML WOULD COME FOR U! remember this in mind.
``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``
