<![CDATA[
<body>
]]>
Sunday, January 01, 2006
love? uh huh. thinking it's onli about those relationship love? well, part of it r and part of it r not. firstly, it's family love i meant. everyone need family love, care and concern. Now u may think tat my parent r irritating, keep nag nag nag non-stop. very frustrating huh? yea i agree wif ya. but think from the other hand, if they dun nag and irritate u, will u become who u r now? u will be ignorant if they didnt nag and irritate u when u're young. trust mi, sometimes something meant to be done and not done will cause a big different in a person life. so, dun every mistreat ur parent for they r the one tat brought u up and made u wad u r now. treat them as if there's no tml and u will noe the happiness in ur life. not for today onli but everyday and u wont regret if the days u doesnt wan comes. (u noe wad i mean) coz no one can predict wad will happen in future. juz like how i wanna treat my mum well now. but something i really cant make it happen today. like getting new things and treat her eat for im broke. i need to get my pay be4 treating her and get her things huh. so i wanna mean is tat sometimes something can onli be done awhile later. dun push it for too long. this is family love.
relationship love. many ppl may wan to noe this. relationship love is not all about SEX onli. it's about muture, understanding, thoughtful, helpful, sharing, care and concern. some ppl juz went into a relationship juz becoz the partner r handsome or pretty. not becoz of their character and personality. this will not last long. u must choose some1 which suits u, and he/she felt tat she/he suits u. liddat it would be a longlasting love. i always believe tat if i'll to hav a partner, i would hope she is able to tolerate, understanding, thoughtful and care about mi.. y? for tolerance and understanding, well, im not always free everyday everytime. so sometime got to tolerate wif mi for not able to accompany her. thoughtful, think about wad we hav done and cherish it. i dun really like to spend so much time on something and she treat it as if.. it's piece of trash. care, everyone needs this too rite? so no much xplaination.
we may not be able to find our perfect match now, becoz fate has not been given to us. juz wait abit longer, dun desperate for it. wad r meant to be urs will be urs, if not, juz let it go. so, i actually told someone(who shall not be named) there's bound to be hurt for loving some1. if there's no hurt, no pain, there will not be any gain. and if u're dare to love some1, u must be able to accept the hurt tat was causes by the other party. anyway, the someone, i hoped ya think carefully be4 making any harsh decision k? 1 day i doubt it's enff. try spending 2-3days? but not as long as 1month. haha. and take care ah. dun bother to ask mi who it is, coz i wont tell ya even if u threaten to kill mi. =P
im wondering. y is everyone changed so suddenly. did anything happened to them? i dare not ask. it may be something which r hurtful. so be a mute is better than anything else. but i have 1 thing to say, no matter wad and how u changed, i hope u dun turn bad. tat's wad i wish for, and u like the new u urself.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! today it's 1/1/2006! the 2006 year! the 2005 was the past! all guys, now live a new happi life in 2006! make it worthwhile and dun make mistakes like u did in 2005! making new mistakes which u never done be4 is fine but not making the same mistakes again! all the best to u guys! A new yr, and everyone changing, guess i gonna change too? well i am! end of jan, i go dye hair. CHANGE OF HAIR COLOR! LOL! oso change rite? haha. stop here le ba. hand tired le. been typing non-stop. lol. take care GUYS!
``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``
