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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
today valentine day. wish everyone had a happi valentine day together wif ur loves one, frens, family or colleagues. im sure no matter who u celebrate it wif, u sure r enjoying and hav a fun time together. my colleagues all went off at 4pm today. left mi and suriani and some aunties to work till 6pm. kinda boring..lucky there's jess to sms wif mi. if not im bored to death. haiz..too bad she's not free to go out wif mi.. coz of meetings and tons of hws..nvm..it's ok.. off work, she told mi maybe she can go out do hw, then i acc her. i said ok..then once she's done tell mi. god.. i reached home mum called back ask mi do this do tat..till 725pm already..and i called her then she said its quite late. than go there do onli like 1hr or so got to go home. coz she gtg home at 9pm. than cancelled.. didnt go le..kinda sad oso..but nvm..on fone wif her awhile, chit-chat abit than she asked mi to call later. tat later never come anymore. coz mum got letter for mi. M1 bill, NS letter and my pay slip. open up pay slip first, coz mum beside..very fucking kpo. she saw the pay slip wrote 700+. and said. y u got so much money? and u tell mi no money? wtf. pls lor. tat pay is 700+, but got minus cpf. left 500+ and u took fucking 250. wad's more left for mi? nnb..then open up ns letter. she thought wad? money again huh..kao..always money money money.. then she walked off. i opened up my M1 bill.. FUCK! HOW AM I GONNA PAY THIS BILL! $310!! WIF NEW FONE NUMBER ADD UP IS $360!! kao..take calculator.calculated my next pay. lucky enff to pay off and return ivan money. owe him for like 1month le i think.. haiz..felt so awkward. my life is like "i wont be able to stop borrowing money from ppl". this is the life im leading..u will say, y giv mum so much when i dun even hav enff to spend? well, u try. i told her. "mum, im not enff money to eat le. i cant giv u money next pay." she will giv mi a sad look and i suppose no need to giv. when pays come, "xiong, remmeber $250." wtf? u will say..dun giv her la! u think i can? its ur mum. will u be able to do so? lucky next pay i doesnt need to giv, coz i giv her once a month. juz gave her onli so next pay all for bills. and im left wif nth again..taking money can still tolerate. but guess wad? SHE WENT AROUND LOOKING AT MY DRAWERS, WALLETS, HP SMSES AND FONE CALLS! WTF! ITS LIKE NO FUCKING PRIVACY! IVAN! MY THIS FUCKING MUM IS GONNA BE THE SAME AS UR DAD! KAO!! BERI SOON IM SURE I GONNA LEAVE HOME! DUN SWITCH ON FUCKING FONE! KAO..REALLY CANT TOLERATE ANYMORE. 1 WORD TO DESCRIBE HER!
SUX!!!
``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``
