Saturday, March 18, 2006
thousand sry were unable to take away the things which i made u felt sad. but i gonna say this.. the thousand and one sry. pls dun liddat. i noe im wrong. forgiv mi pls? i dun wan to lose u, i dun wan u to leave mi. haiz. i dunno y..i hurt myself again.. but i dun feel any better now. maybe im already used to hurting myself the same method. maybe i should try something else soon the next time. dun ask mi wad it is, juz think tat there will be blood coming out of one of ur body parts. tat's it. seriously, im now feeling like whacking someone.. REALLY FEEL LIKE! i dunno y i became more and more violent, i juz dunno how to control. im tired, stress and alots alots more. my birthday is getting nearer and nearer, and it seems like she still unable to remember. im really beri upset. if im important to her, y would she even forget such a small thing like my birthday?? its once a yr... haiz.. i dunno when will i be going back the carpark again.. maybe quite soon.. i dunno.. im really tired..
xiao wei: thanks for complimenting mi for being so patience. thanks for everything alot alot..u r my gd jie jie! wont forget ya.. but her heart doesnt seems to hav mi inside anymore... haiz..
``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``