Monday, March 13, 2006
wad i actually did? i really dunno. smsing wif her halfway, she doesnt wan to share wif mi her trouble, i didnt force her. she told mi she felt like throwing away her hp, i asked y..and my reply is "walau! i hate you!".. i seriously duno wad i did to make her so angry. so i msged her to ask wad happened, wad i did? she didnt reply. so i called her up. she was crying.. i asked her wad happened? she said can dun say? ok..i juz keep quiet and hear her sobbing quietly on the other side. my heart ache..really beri pain.. how i wish i can be beside her giving her a big hug and let her cry on my shoulder. i really hope i can.. im so useless. i cant do anything to make her feel better. y did such a guy like mi be born to this world? she told mi to sms later. ok..so we put down fone. but she didnt reply mi.. haiz.. i wanna be wif her sharing her troubles and problems wif her. but y wont she allow mi to? she always keep everything to herself.
ting, pls giv mi a chance to be there for u, listening and sharing ur problems wif u. i really wan to hav this chance to do so. really really wanted to. haiz..
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