Monday, June 26, 2006

Life is a journey and not a destination. It is the process that is more important than the product. The learning is more important than the outcome. For me, i know that the road is ahead but its not always a straight one. There will be meanders, unexpected turns. And what sometimes appears as a straight path may in fact be a slow turning point in my life. Come what may, i know that to me, realising my potential is important as when i do leave this earth one day, i will have no regrets and will be able to say with confidence that indeed i have lived my life worthy of my calling.

Knowing that you're lovable helps you to love more. Knowing that you're important helps you to make a big difference to others. Knowing that you're capable empowers you to create more. Knowing that you're valuable and that you have a special place in the universe in a serene spiritual joy in itself.

nice ma? those 2 paragraph on top..keke..sry ah..got at least 2weeks didnt update liao le..so freaking hell busy ya~ >.<>.< and test is TML! OMG~ haha..nvm la..should be quite easy de..keke xD

i hab been noticing something weird..nowadays ppl tends to fall in love easily, and break up real fast.. y is the world becoming liddat? is it true that everyone short of love from their parent? is this really so? if its not, y does they need love tat badly from other ppl? im not them so i cant really feel wad they intending to do and wad they really wants. but no matter wad they chose, i hope they wont regret for wad they did. there's a few person whom becoz of a girl he likes, neglected his family, his buddies, his frens and everyone but not her. is this really wad a guy should do? do u think its worth it? becoz of 1person u ignore everyone around u. and when the girl left u, u came back to them. does this meant that they r juz subsitutes and she's the onli one whom is not?

there's one time a person asked me, "who will u choose? family or girlfriend?" guess my answer? i chose neither family nor girlfriend. i chose myself. y? if there's no u, there's no way u can chose either one. my family? i can say its not great. i onli consist 1person in my family and tat's my mum. i doesnt have a dad. so if i were to chose, i will choose mum instead of girlfriend. we onli have 1 mother in our whole live, but girlfriend? there's many out there. as long as u hav gd char and non evil thoughts, u wont need to be afraid of unable to get one. many ppl in live onli think bout "i wan a gf, i wan a gf! all my frens have one yet i dun have.. its so ashame!" for this kinda ppl, wad do u think u r? finding a partner juz to show off tat u hav? or u truely love ur partner? u can say u truely love him/her. but can u prove it? u think tat by juz accompanying, kissing, hugging, be there for him/her or even sacrificing ur V is true love? well, i dun think tat's true love. true love is undescribable feeling deep inside ur heart. if u were to be able to describe them well, i doubt its true love. true love consists of great feeling for the other party and not description. i hab been living 18yrs on this earth. i hab seen many couples living happily and couples breaking up. they love each other for no reasons but they break up for tons of reasons. reasons can be easily made, its onli a mindset or matters u wanna make it or not. once reasons is made, its hard to destroy too.

sec sch buddies may be broken soon. everyone seems to be far apart now. asking them out is like wanting to meet a celestian.. gathering could be consider almost 0percent. there will confirmed be at least 1 whom cannot make it. even if its said 1month in advance and they said ok. in the end they still came up wif reasons for unable to make it. is this really buddies? or juz passer-by frens? true frens? true buddies? is this true? is this real? yes its realistic world i noe, but realistic world hurts. try to think bout this.. u wanted to meet ur gd buddies and u asked them out thinking hard wad to do when met etc, and after u did so, u asked them. and they said not free. how would u feel? u would think tat wad i said is all useless. y think bout wad to do when met? juz walk around. did u ever think tat when u start walking, some1 will tend to ask, "where're we going?" and how u gonna answer this? or wifout planning and wanted to go out, ur buddies asked, "go where?" how would u feel? do u ever think its tat easy to ask some1 out? it can be so easily to plan? no, its not easy. try it and u'll noe. u choose location which is far, they will giv all kinds of comments and reasons to show their laziness. when u choose near, they say they're sick of tat place. well, near ur areas u would have been there lots of times right? do u ever think bout all this?

haiz..been training too hard on my hands i supposed. it hab been shaking for few weeks liao. but i felt tat my hands is getting tougher. i juz dun wan stop training! i wanna shoot the 40pounds boW!!! its so cool!! its 2x the weight im carrying now..>.< but nvm! WORK HARDER AND TRAIN HARDER! GO~ YAHOO~ xD

IVAN! when ya going back malaysia tell mi 1week in adv! coz every sunday i will need to update my working time for the next whole week. so tell mi be4 sunday everytime u wanna go back. xD i wanna JOIN! keke =D

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