Sunday, July 16, 2006

when i hurt u, u will feel upset or depressed. when u hurt me, i will feel upset or depressed. so why hurt each other? becoz of some miscommunication therefore we hurt each others. when some1 hurt by someone else, they will feel unhappy or upset of tat someone else. but do u noe u gain something else in return from this hurt? its experiences. yes no doubt whenever u get hurt by some1 else, u will gain some experiences. wad experiences izzit? its understanding. y?? u will noe tat being hurt of hurting someone else will onli make both the parties to feel bad or upset. and by hurting someone else, u will noe tat this or tat thing u do make tat person upset and therefore u wont do it to him/her.

ytd early 1+ pm 3 stupid idiot called me~. ~ y 3ppl? 1 of them asked them to call me, and the 2nd one lend fone to the 3rd person and they called me..so is 3person disturbing my morning slp!! 1st: sheng, 2nd: wei, 3rd: ran!! i still zzz then they call mi asked mi wanna go over meet them at city hall..then i see time its onli 120pm~~ so earlY!! then they say reach there around 2+ 3..then ok lo..wake up..shack shack de and went to take bath then go out..waiting for 901 tat time already 2pm liao..reached there around 250pm? 3? not sure..didnt really see time.loL!~ went to national library to meet them then this tat..(lazy to xplain nth interesting happening).. then went to a coffee shop eat... i eat ba chor mEe.. so hungry ler..didnt eat anything go meet them..wtH~~ then finally can eat then i eat eat eat..lOL!~ then we intend to go look for thomas at his working place..reached suntec, HE NO WORK!~ well, kinda waste of time~~ but we saw 1 crew member quite pretty. then i felt she's kinda familiar..in the end tat girl is thomas classmates. no wonder so familiar -.-" so we went to marina square play pool and abit of arcade till 6+.. then come back woodlands le coz ran need to go home makan. mi wei sheng went to cwp foodcourt makan... after tat we go play arcade at cwp.. played Time crisis 3, house of dead 4.. didnt manage to play time crisis 4 coz got 2 baka keep staying there playing..guess wad, they got gold card..and they hab $60+ inside..not onli one of them but both of them hav the same. wtH~ then they juz keep play play play.. we reached there they hab been playing..when we going to go catch movie they still there..WTH~ so we went to watch pirates of carribean.. alot of lame things ah..but i kinda xin ku inside.. keep wanna cough then needa tahan coz dun wan make lots of noise. T_T so pathetic..every nite is liddat..around 11pm or 12am will start cough like heLL~~ till moRninG 4+ 5+ then ok..sob sOb..imagine slping oso still coughing.. =( after the show we called bin to meet us but his mama no let him go out coz beri late le.. its 230am when we finished watching.. then we went outside cwp sit sit awhile chat chat then went to eat at 892C.. wei went home coz he nose bleed..(see too much porn become liddat..even in public didnt watch oso bleed) then onli mi ran thomas sheng went to eat..eat eat chat chat then 4+am liao le..then went home...then i online blah blah till 5+am then orh orh..till now wake up..writing blog..then later needa go work till 11pm le..sad =(

my time is not enff. i cant possibly find one. i wanted to find one but i wont hab time for tat. i can onli concentrate of few things at a time and not many things therefore im dun think im gonna find one. unless there is someone who is understanding and doesnt mind to hab a busy bf then its fine wif me. having this busy life is gd can oso be bad. its onli how u think bout it. sometimes i like it coz im packed wif things and doesnt need to slack around wasting precious time. but sometimes i dislike it coz i wont be able to accompany someone else when i wanted to or they wanted to. i cant do my things which i wanted to due to the fully-packed schedule. so...tat's it. LO!L~ needa go work le. arbo later late then cham~. ~

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