Wednesday, April 25, 2007

i have never been left alone no matter where i am, wad im doing, when it is. it feel so great to always have some1 around coz i wont feel lonely. i love the way it is juz like how the world rotate every seconds. sometimes, something seems so near already yet its actually beri far. so far tat u see it wif ur own eyes, yet unable to feel it, touch it, sense it but onli see. tat's all one can do, and tat's call so near yet so far. something meant to be unspoken is far more better than knowing. knowing it may hurts, not knowing it maybe will not hurt as much as knowing it. but being kept in the dark till everyone else knew it except u, tat will be the time which hurt the most. isnt it true? think wif ur heart and not brain on wad i have written and u will understand wad everything meant.

wapiang eh, CA asked mi to cut my hair and dye back black color today. sian seh. i had been chosen as one of the class rep therefore i have to show gd attitude. wad kinda of sh1t is this! y choose me seh? i so bad boi lei. really dun understand but since he chose, bobian lo~ juz be gd boi for this month, next month color back if possible! =D my hair gonna cut short le..sad seh~ some more onli say the back of my hair long? -.-" weird lecturers! loL~ my classmates all became suspicious bout me. y? coz im suddenly beri hardworking.. loL!~ i juz love the way it is now. ^^ heheh.

schooling seems so fun nowadays. felt so great to be in sch~ the company of my classmates, lecturers, food, pool, studies and most importantly, CHIOBUS! lol!~ remember i said there r beri little? well, its juz tat WOODLANDS AREA TAKING 168 TO SCHOOL IS NONE! tat's y i named it little. but actually there's still quite alot if i go self-declare break often. =D saw afew and really attract my attention so i juz keep looking like an ah pek.~ lol! jk lar. im not tat kind. i juz glance and tats it. lol~

everything is so peaceful now. i've become more peaceful. will i become wad i was in the past again? i dunno. but i will try not to! walking in the rain makes mi feel warmth. walking in the sun makes mi feel cooling. staying inside classrooms for lesson makes mi feel happi. staying in my room makes mi feel sleepy. I JUZ LOVE IT SO MUCH! noticed y rain is warmth and sun is cooling? coz i juz felt so. =D

im in love wif u. greatly fall for u. can't forget the smile on ur face. dun wanna lose u. can't stop missing u. can't stop loving u. juz like being wif u days & nights. till dawn bring us apart which will never happens. may the happiness last foreva~ juz u...&...me... =D

wondering how's bin, zean, ryan, sheng, wei, thomas doing. how's their life.. kinda miss gathering wif them but there's always time when there's some1 who didnt turn up. who noes. well, its juz liddat. cant do anything oso rite? everyone busy wif their life. schworks(impossible?), girls(alot?), work(maybe?), NS MAN(u noe who u r?).

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气
如果没有奇迹我创造一个给你
好的坏的都是我的要撑到底
你让我相信我可以

梦想紧紧握在手中
人就能自信满满的向前走
希望收藏在胸口
心就学会要说no拒绝脆弱

因为你在我的左右
因为心中有彩虹

伤痛让我开始不同
我哭过更加成熟决心已启动
希望收藏在胸口
心就学会要说no拒绝脆弱

因为你在我的左右
因为心中有彩虹

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气
如果没有奇迹我创造一个给你
好的坏的都是我的要撑到底
你让我相信我可以

曾经受伤的我
以为世界只剩寂寞
是你找回我笑容
你的温柔陪我坚持到最后

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气
如果没有奇迹我创造一个给你
好的坏的都是我的要撑到底
你让我相信我可以

nice song huh? heh..i love it. =D today kinda long update bobian..heheh.

``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``