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Saturday, April 21, 2007
kope from ivan de blog... beri nice..
Often, we find ourselves saying that we do things for other ppl own good. However, we failed to realize that no matter if it's really for their own good or nt, they might nt appreciate at all. We're instead seen as busybodies. So the next time u wana do sth that u think it's for some else's own good, think twice.
When we care too much, we seem 2b intruding their privacy or restrict their freedom. I guess most of us felt that way frm our parents since young. Sometimes, we really dun understand until we're in their shoes. And the person who cares would slowly be tired from all those caring. Coz he/she was nt being appreciated & might even be treated with the worst attitude.
Maybe, we juz have to learn to MYOB. (Mind Your Own Business) haha =) It's hard not to meddle wif ur love ones affairs, however when we learn to do that, we might be happier ourselves. Y bother when they dun care how u feel, rite? Give it up!
Have u ever love some1? I guess most of us did, so do I. I'm still loving alot of ppl! Have u ever hate some1? I guess hate is a v.strong feeling & nt alot of ppl went thru that. That's good! Coz hate is an unbearable feeling, worse than lonliness.
But do you noe wat's the feeling beyond hate? To me, I guess it's immune, infeeling/feeling-less (if there're such words lah).When you hate some1, you feel irritated by their every words/actions. However, when u go passed that stage & become immune, u no longer get annoyed by what they do/say. Coz it no longer matters anymore.
Describing that feeling thru words is juz too diff. You would only noe it when u've been there yourself. But may every1 of u do not need to reach that stage. It's like u've 走火入魔. A path of no return - nth can salvage it anymore.
nice eh?heheh..
okie, back to my updates~ today lesson is interesting. and i asked teacher 1 question when he talk bout secruity for computer. i asked: "is there any computer which is flawless?" guess the reply, no? its not no. its "u dun connect to the internet and dig a underground of 30th floor then ur computer put there will be flawless le." noe the meaning now? MEANING EVERY COMP IS FLAWED! LOL. so its time to find out how to make full use of this flawed. =D its not easy to do it but i dun mind giving it a try. ^^ heheh.
i finally understand y all this happened. its all my wrong-doing. i noe im blaming myself. but im juz love to blame myself. for not being a better person. i dun wan to limit myself to this stage or tat stage. i juz wanna keep improving and be a better person, not for u, not for anyone, but for myself. when i became a better person for myself, then im able to be a better person for other ppl. ppl always say, "there's no one who is perfect is this world." actually i disagree after some thoughts. y? there's no one perfect, but do u ever think another way? there's still ppl who r perfect in the other ppl heart, but not perfect in another person heart? its the way of how u think, and not the ways of how ppl name it. its quite tiring this past few days, been studying and trying to absorb everything lecturers taught. but its not easy ok? as everyone noes, im a lazy or DAMN lazy person to go and listen and even remember it. but now im trying! i wanna do well for myself! hehe.
``\\ Loving you is all bout mE //``
