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Friday, April 13, 2007
today went to work was beri active and keep joking around. then around 6+ start to feel gastric pain. actually its onli abit painful so didnt really care. then called s0t0ng and chat awhile. helping her to solve the connection prob. in the end still didnt solve. so wait till tml see how bah. then i went to eat dinner at 7+ and at this time my gastric is more painful le. then i continue hiew lan till i ate halfway really beri pain till i cannot ignore. and my face turns pale. jie jie noticed it and asked mi wad happened, i say "here pain" while pointing there. coz i dunno tat is wad oso. i onli noe when uncle told mi its gastric pain. they r so caring and concern bout me. ask mi to rest awhile first. but i dun wan coz i dun wan to slack as there's still hab customers keep coming in. juz tried mi beri best to do as much as i can. then 8+ its so pain till i cant even really stand straight, so i went to squat at one corner awhile. so painful!! stay there for like around 5mins? then better abit onli then i stand up and start to hurt again so i went to squat again. and in the end i doing everything either squating or benting down. i juz cant stand straight.
until 9+ finally its ok le. no more hurt nth anymore. kinda happi bout it. then i called her awhile and chat awhile she had 2nd line came in. she come back to mi ask mi to go do closing first, tonite reached home than call her back. then i asked who called and she said its.. i started to feel jealous and unhappi. but wad can i do? i can do nth.. onli to let her do wad she wants. i even told her tat im jealous and she say dun jealous. got so easy not to jealous? u gib him number didnt even tell mi. haiz.. kinda upset, hurt and jealous. but i can onli keep it in silence.
after i off work at 11 i called her, she still on the fone wif him. getting more pissed. she doesnt even care bout wad i think? i was thinking bout tat in my mind at tat moment. but wad can i do? nth at all. haiz.. juz end call and feel the hurt. then when i reaching home tat time i called her and she's aslp.. haiz.. is this really waiting for my call? im really beri hurt. play mu oso no mood to play. juz shut it off. haiz. i guess when i called her during the time she sleeping she doesnt even hear in wad i said. rite?
can u at least think bout how i would feel pls? its not tat i dun let u noe more frens, its juz tat u didnt even tell me bout it.. haiz.. cant get to sleep. no mood to play games. nth to do. juz rot to the fucking hell.
*edited* watched the movie of "the Mimzy" and its kinda weird. is it really true be4 human was born we r aliens? l0l! dunno oso lei. ahahah.
*edited* had a long chat from 5am+ to 7am+ which my mum went to work. didnt really sit down and had a nice talk wif her. feel so gd after tat. heheh. i love my mum! xD my mum went to work le so now here im online. anyway, i intend to sleep at 4am, went to bed flip here and there till 5am+ which my mum woke up le but i still cant sleep tat's y i chat wif her. so..i didnt sleep at all. =\
SuRprIsE...
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